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faraway hills are blue, sky sits heavy air the color of lockdown gormglas settles, seeps into
the paps of north clare that feed the hungry uncomplaining bog, móin bhán. i have waited for cover to lift, not
fall again. i sit by the corner window, less patient, demanding the landscape owes me poems in time of jubilee or
millenium. neither am i as generous as summer days long and full
the returning guest of september slices a few minutes
off at both ends, a little each time like a block of cheese that must last the winter. i count how many days forward
and hours back, how much remains of this month of sundays
i got my bid in early, vowed poverty long before obedience,
like a pre-emptive strike owning nothing, losing nothing but disappointment. i am a perpetually professed borrower.
politely, i come looking for the unreturnable cup of sugar, time a quiet hut, the skin of trees, and the comfort
of
knowing that though the rich have property by deed blood or accident of history, death makes tenants of us all. this
is the last witness to our equality i am an at-will tenant, a september time-share tending my portion at this address:
cnóc aoibhinn
10 september 1999
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